Are we?

And there you are, surrounding me. The lights off, and your sweet and soft skin is so close to mine, that I can barely breath. Why is that so painful? Look what we’ve done to ourselves. We’re just strangers right now and all the softness and peaceful harmony has built a wall between us… and now we try to throw away all our faults, all we feel for each other, just to be at peace with ourselves. I don’t want to be alone, but it’s more than clear that you don’t want to be with me, and you and I know that it’s not fair. Now that I remember all the time I’ve spent at your side, all the dreams I had, all is gone, and not because you were the thing that makes me move towards them, but because the pain of a lost love takes your soul away for a moment, and you don’t know where you are.

I used to love you, that is a fact, but you couldn’t hold onto it. It was so hard to hold my hand on your hand, and trying to make this better? I was not expecting something different from you. Now, walking down the street, with all the cold and fear upon me, I can say that the love is something that you gave, and you’ll never know if you’re gonna get it back, even just a little bit. When my heart was broken, I thought you could fix it, but now that you’ve broken it into so many tiny pieces, that I guess it’s gone for ever.